Current mood:

cold

The future freaks me out.
Wow, I haven't written in almost a month. I've been keeping up with everyone else. I've been feeling a lot of things, but I'm not entirely ready to face them. Or write them down. Or admit them. Whatever.

My head was a mess for a bit as school was winding down. I am feeling much better now thanks to my cooperating hormones (mostly), the company of good people, the presence of good food, and the prospect of adventure. However, I am not even close to embracing the most exciting/daunting adventure of all.

Yes. Tomorrow, I will take my final exam of my academic career (unless I somehow get conned into grad school later in life). After that, I have no idea. Let me finish my Christmas shopping and maybe we can talk about it. But probably not.

Don't ask me about forever because right now I'm feeling lost.