What's done is done.


It's been almost a month since I saw that performance, and it still feels the exact way that it did that night. Tear-filled, choked up, goosebumped happiness, sadness, pride, appreciation.

There are a million things I need to say.

Working under the assumption that I passed today's exam, I am officially done with college. After my exam, I went out with Ryan (and, later, Becca) and did some Christmas shopping. Now, though, I am alone with my thoughts which always leads to listening to miserable music, overthinking, overanalyzing, loneliness, inadequacy, confusion, and the lot.

I hope 2009 offers some sort of prospects of...anything. It's a problem that I am on the verge of officially graduating college and yet I still feel stagnant.

I have torn everyone who reached out for me.